I have seen a shift in the spiritual community that caused many triggers to come up not only for me but everyone collectively. These triggers were so intense that I had to sit with them in order to understand what I was feeling. To determine which were mine and which were not. I also didnāt want to let my ego get the best of me so I took a step back. In taking this step back I wound up taking a step back from a lot of things in my life. Instead of always trying to follow a schedule, I did things more spontaneously and when I felt it was the right time. I had always been the person who put others ahead of me and I no longer can be that person. I now have to put myself first and that is what I have been doing. I finally shifted out of people pleasing energy.
Two of my biggest triggers was when someone would denounce twin flames and tarot cards. What really triggered me was some of them were people I was guided to when I began my journey. I would watch their videos, read their posts, and purchase their services. Now I understand that everyone has a right to change up but it was very triggering to me to see people do it in such a harsh way. I guess I had this naĆÆve assumption that people in the spiritual community were different but we all are human arenāt we? We all can change our course anytime we choose and will resonate with people for a period of time before it shifts.
I had to really sit in this energy to understand why this triggered me. I heard the word acceptance. Every single one of us wants to be accepted.. Sometimes we can let our ego get the best of us. Our ego is going to tell us to look outside of ourselves to be accepted. The lesson that I learned is that I donāt need to be accepted d by every single person who I cross paths with or read one of my posts, watches one of my videos, or reads my blog. I have to accept myself for who I am. In accepting myself for who I am makes me look for acceptance within myself.
Being in the energy of acceptance and accepting yourself for who and what you are is empowering. It shifts your energy to positivity and optimism so you can manifest what it is that you desire. I found that allowing these triggers to dominate my thoughts was causing a block. I have identified this and Iām now shifting my thought process to what I want to manifest. I used the Full Moon in Aquarius energy to release these triggers. To accept others for the choices that they have made recently or in the past. I understand and accept their journey is their journey. I hope one day they can do the same for others.
I still resonate with the twin flame journey. I still love using tarot cards as well as oracle cards. When Iām pulling cards and getting the messages it just feels right. I know I am bringing in messages from a good place. Anyone who has gotten a reading or had a session with me, knows that I go a little further than just āis my person is going to come backā. My life purpose is to help people. To genuinely help people is my intention. I am not here to tell you what to do or how to live your life. That is for you to decide. All I do is bring forth clarity and guidance for you. It is your free will decision to either run with it or not. There are never any hard feelings if you do not follow the guidance. It is your journey. I have learned to do what I feel is best and set boundaries when needed.
I have found through struggle and pulling back my energy with certain people, acceptance is now part of my being. Being in this energy feels good. It makes me feel centered and balance. My heart and solar plexus chakra are open. Open to love and to the wisdom of my soul.
If you are struggling with what to believe, this is my advice for you. Ask yourself this question: what do I believe? If you sit in silence and connect to your higher self you will hear what you believe. Your beliefs are your beliefs. As you grow and ascend, you may find that certain people you resonated with at the beginning of your journey will not resonate with you now. Donāt feel bad if you need to hit the unfollow or the unsubscribe button. Thereās nothing wrong with it. It just means that person helped you get to where you are at now and it may be time to move forward.
Stay true to you. Stay true to your beliefs. Stay in a state of love and acceptance.
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